An overwhelming feeling of nothingness

Its like I was right there with her…

Uncertainty

I ran out of it all, again- hope;
stuck in a vicious cycle
of highs and lows- mostly the lows;
curling my body to disappear maybe,
wanting the phase to fade out soon.

The pungent smell in the room
is coming from me;
the remains from my burned spirit
are now getting blown away
with the storm raging towards.

What is there to look forward to,
when I am just running in circles
in this never ending rat race?

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The wonderful and Awful​ ideas our brains create.

Top reason your brain my trick you. The chemical reactions of emotion. Good and Bad

Chemical reactions

  • An overindulgence in Hate, envy, and anger all have the potential to poison the mind. Here’s why! The brain is a chemical warehouse.

 

  • And each behavior produces a unique chemical reaction. And once you combine “special” more naturally explosive chemicals within the brain, Such as envy, anger, or lust. You get a more

 

  • Sophisticated kind of behavioral reaction. Example: Let’s look at Envy. Envy is simply a combination of both love and hate. (Two powerful emotions)

 

  • You love and want another’s lifestyle, yet at the same time, you

 

  • hate it. Because you are not them and don’t have what they have. So, the brain produces the confusing chemical reaction called: Envy

 

  • Anger is another reaction that derives from confusion. All anger is. Is a combination of motivation, passion, and pain. And When you mix all 3, you get angry.

 

  • If you’re paying close attention, each action releases a certain chemical, which then produces what we call an “emotional response” action or behavior.

 

  • Emotion is “normal” yes. But when you overindulge in any emotion. No matter how good it feels. You run the risk of poisoning your own mind. And that poison may take the form of delusion. Things like depression, anxiety, drugs or alcohol abuse. An unusual amount of paranoia. These are all forms of an imbalance that may result in self-inflicting delusions.

 

  • Which means you are doing it to yourself! Once we become so conditioned to this kind of thinking, you no longer need the “situation” to induce the delusions. They can be very powerful, and if allowed to fester they can trap us.

 

  • Once you fall prey to an overindulgence of your own emotions you run the risk of trapping yourself within yourself. And after a while, it may become impossible to escape them.

 

  • Similar to a woman who stays in an abusive relationship, convincing herself that the abuser loves her, even though he beats her consistently. She no longer believes in rational reality. She has become delusional.

 

  • Or when a man feels his musicality is defined by his sexuality. He no longer believes in rational reality. And is overly influenced by others. He has become delusional.

 

  • Pretty much anything you can think of has the potential to produce a toxin in the brain if allowed to “overflow” Thank you for reading.

Is washing your hands pointless?

This five second test will tell you if your hands are clean.

  1. Is washing your hands pointless? Here is the short answer. NO! It is not pointless. Washing our hands serves a strong purpose, and is backed by medical evidence, along with common sense. However! Yep, here’s a however. There’s this assumption that washing our hands gets them “clean” which it dose, sort of. It clears away any visible debris, and it certainly makes them smell better right? But how much bacteria was actually destroyed? The #1 reason soap companies spend billions on behavioral psychology, as it relates to our sense of smell. Is that we naturally, as humans beings associate cleanliness with freshness. And pleasantries of fragrance means that something is clean. Right? Wrong! As febreaze demonstrates, that is NOT always the case. Something can smell wonderfully “clean” and at the same time be riddled with bacteria and disease. Let us look at the word clean. When you wash your hands are you essentially washing off various types of debris. But are you actually killing bacteria along the way? And if so how much and what kind ? These are real questions, and that deserve entirely different responses. Even antibacterial soap has been shown to have very little evidence that suggests it actually works. In conclusion, am I saying that you shouldn’t wash your hands? No, of course not. That would be ridiculous. But the next time you think you’re hands are clean, simply because they appear to have no visible debris on them and they smell good. Remember, there’s always something happening on a microscopic level. Thanks for reading. Ps: Follow and ill read and follow back

Are you Gay-sist? Fear meets ignorence.

Are you homophobic, simply because you embrace ignorence, judgements and are afraid? Here are my thoughts

Being gay is not a choice, no more then you choosing to be born male or female. Anyone who thinks or believes this is either homophobic, or ignorant to the facts, by choce or otherwise. Fyi: Being ignorant in the information age of 2017 is no excuse. Interestingly enough most of these same people, with strong views on sexuality are the same one’s who happen to be subtle or closeted racist, irrationally judgmental, stereotypical, easily biases. The same people who feel that a women has her “place” in society, and any other ignorent self centered idea you can think of. How do you look a 10 year old child (your child) in the eyes, a child who feels they were in the “wrong body” all of there short life, a child who has no real idea of sexualty or what it means to be gay! How dare you look that child square in his or her eyes and tell them that who they are is unnatural. Shame on you! then proceed to condem them to hell for your personal beliefs. Worse yet using your God to justify it! The same way Christians said there God deemed the black man only 3/5 human beings to justify slavery. Consistently reminding this beautiful human being that there is something wrong with who they are. And that society will NEVER accept them for being gay. Then casting your final judgment onto them. There is no cure for being gay! Becuse it is not a sickness.

Are you Gay-sist? Fear meets ignorence.

Are you homophobic, simply because you embrace ignorence, judgements and are afraid? Here are my thoughts

Being gay is not a choice, no more then you choosing to be born male or female. Anyone who thinks or believes this is either homophobic, or ignorant to the facts, by choce or otherwise. Fyi: Being ignorant in the information age of 2017 is no excuse. Interestingly enough most of these same people, with strong views on sexuality are the same one’s who happen to be subtle or closeted racist, irrationally judgmental, stereotypical, easily biases. The same people who feel that a women has her “place” in society, and any other ignorent self centered idea you can think of. How do you look a 10 year old child (your child) in the eyes, a child who feels they were in the “wrong body” all of there short life, a child who has no real idea of sexualty or what it means to be gay! How dare you look that child square in his or her eyes and tell them that who they are is unnatural. Shame on you! then proceed to condem them to hell for your personal beliefs. Worse yet using your God to justify it! The same way Christians said there God deemed the black man only 3/5 human beings to justify slavery. Consistently reminding this beautiful human being that there is something wrong with who they are. And that society will NEVER accept them for being gay. Then casting your final judgment onto them. There is no cure for being gay! Becuse it is not a sickness.

Almost died 4 yrs ago: Im sharing answers to what happens when we die.